Tuesday, August 26, 2008
to be true, i have alot of things to say about it. but now, it seems that both my heart and my soul is empty? i knew the truth a long time ago. in fact i think it was 3 months ago? however, it came crashing down on me recently again. the more i want to know, the more i fall deeper. i just want to know who had been in your mind, however now i find myself getting hurt even more (curiosity kills the cat)i think i know who is it now. someone total opposite of me. no wonder he was not even considering. it was because im just an inverted mirror when compared to the other girl's character. if my guess was right and he managed to grab her. we would have gotten himself a great person. i supposed that my assumption had be proven right, so i guessed nothing can be done. why am i so DEPRESSED!!!... nooo... stop it. LOLS.(dramatic) i fervently pray to god that he would help me in giving him up and help him(but i still want to be his friend,because his a great one)
anyway, today kun hua(KH) shocked the hell out of many people in class. jane and him were debating on the time of the humanities remedial. either 4.30 or 5. jane was persistant while he was aggitated. the conversation went on like this.
jane:"i am sure it is 4.30. why you want to fight arhx?"
KH reply:"fight la, fight, come on fight, you think you girl i scared you ahx. fight la. BRING IT ON! SUCKER!"
people in the front rows were flabbergasted/stood transifxed/ jaw dropped/stunned (many people reaction) and jane just froze did not know how to rebut or what to do, as he storm off?
what could we all say? it was just wierd. plain wierd/strange/eerie.. hahas.
besides this, after school we had humanities remedial. and ming xuan made a toxic joke out of joel. joel pointed at the wrong country on the map and said to ms poh that it was parallex error. to be sacarstic, ming xuan said that joel's finger were to fat. thus, one thought that he was pointing to one thing, while he was meaning the other. ms poh also cracked up another joke. saying that next time joel did not need to say talk to the hand, his index finger is enough. so in the future, his phrase would be talk to the finger!
so now~ its the teachers day gift that i made by using clay and acrylic paint. im proud to say that i have a talent.=x just joking i just hope that they would like it ^^ and lets pray hard it does not break.
ps. i love you so much that all that was left in me was an empty shell <3
8/26/2008 10:30:00 PM