it is funny thinking about the sudden feel of blogging. i was washing the dishes, as different thoughts and feelings overwhelmed me. this was partly due to 'the leap years' that i just watch yesterday, and hearing the flavour of life. =X

one quote from 'the leap years' had a great impression/impact on me. that it could not be erased/eradicated. it goes like this:

"there are only three words that sum up everything in life: it goes on"

to me this words would give a person's strength or even courage. it is capable of helping those people who are about to fall into total darkness. they would realise that no matter if it is in happiness or sadness, it still goes on. so we must always move forward. it is alright to stop and look back, so as to not forget the past experience/ lesson, but never forget to go onwards. imagine you keep repeating the same mistake over and over again, isnt it like spending your life with the same and never ending route? might as well make life interesting. live life the fullest. try different approaches, so that when one is on the death bed, one had managed to try everything out on this earth and not have any regret. however, if one love someone, one should love to the fullest, so that doing things together would be the best, and not jump about recklessly and hurt people who are the closes to you.

another point that 'the leap years' mention, make much sense to me. everyone in this world hates to be alone. even though some say that they rather be off alone and not communicate with the world, they do not actually mean what they say. to me (some might feel differently), if someone says that they want to be alone, it will mean that they DO NOT WANT any family members, friends or relatives SINCE YOUNG, they do not want to have any memories that consist of something. do not watch any shows or play any games. do not want any single connection/communication with anything or anyone. the main point is, who wants to be in a dark room and forever not coming out. thus, in actual fact everyone do not want to be alone, even memories are etched images that one can have comfort in. so usually people try to find comfort in life partners, friends or family.

even though i mention much stuffs, but i realise that im not a determine person, as sometimes i do contradict myself too. so lets hope that god lead me to the right path=)

it is about to go and study, so i guess must wait till next time=)

p.s. life is filled with contradiction it is the same as men are not perfect=x